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Jokes of Destiny

by INNER

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1.
Binding Memories 03:57
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Why only you quench my thirst? The day I met you I was cursed. I live in dreamlands that never have existed. Blind, mute and deaf, out of breath, there’s something I must not forget: it’s not a game, there are no winners. Can I forget what I've experienced? Just wanna leave it all behind. I’m looking back, not losing track of all the binding memories we have forsaken. It’s in your hands, they could become a new reality if you see they’ve awaken. I’m starting now to conceive that I was acting so naive and trapped in dark obsessions that never stay unbroken. Sky, fading light, turning dark then you can guess what’s in my heart, but you’re misunderstood forever. Can we invert the way it wasn’t? Just wanna leave it all behind. I’m looking back, not losing track of all the binding memories we have forsaken. It’s in your hands, they could become a new reality if you see they’ve awaken.
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Trough the Night 04:28
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New Addiction 04:10
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Now I’m starting to awake wrapped up in pleasant hope, I’m trying to forget what I was living. If you show me what it takes, I’ll bury down below those memories that lie without a meaning. I could take a rest from spinning upside down inside the frantic whirlwind I am trapped in, and ignoring anything I once achieved, regretting everything that I believed. I cannot live a life that’s not in me, I cannot live when I’m without you. You made me strong, you knew what I could be. Now you’ve become my new addiction. No time for complaints, I learned to be so mild despite the jokes that Destiny is playing. I’ve discovered a brand new day to try to trust myself and reach out for the sky. I cannot live a life that’s not in me, I cannot live when I’m without you. You made me strong, you knew what I could be. Now you’ve become my new addiction. My past… past… my past… With your help I’m overcoming my past. Past… my past… With your help I’m overcoming my past. I cannot live a life that’s not in me, I cannot live when I’m without you. You made me strong, you knew what I could be. Now you’ve become my new addiction.
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Illusion 03:51
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I’ve been crying all night long in the memory of a life that faded slowly. I feel so lonely. When the morning dried my tears I accepted one idea I was denying, my time is flying. I can feel the world has stopped when the universe collapsed this whole dimension, I’m in suspension. I think I’m losing all my hope in the need of reaching out for your attention and comprehension. Every colour looks so pale and it’s paleness driving memories to confusion. I confess I was impressed to discover it had all been an illusion. I can handle pain and fear but I don’t wanna drown in miscommunication, disorientation. At the bottom of the sea with the pressure now I live another version, manipulation. Every colour looks so pale and it’s paleness driving memories to confusion. I confess I was impressed to discover it had all been an illusion.
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Light 05:23
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Light Light, enlighten a brand new day. I’m guilty the moment you touch me. Watch me now, my wings are wide open, I’m flying on your way. Yes, my circle of life’s complete, this labyrinth leads into nowhere. Say goodbye, I‘ve chosen my own path, there's no turning back. I regain reality, living through eternity. I will cross the gates into the darkest of nights. I shall pass the final test, I'll resist until I’m dead, I will cry. Everything in life must come to an end. Yesterday I wanted to run away denying my destiny’s schedules. But in fact, I’m walking in circles, I’ll never get to you. I will search defying the seven seas, defeating the forces of evil just to find the reason we held on those lies that led me here. I regain reality, living through eternity. I will cross the gates into the darkest of nights. I shall pass the final test, I'll resist until I’m dead, I will cry. Everything in life must come to an end. I’ll dream of you and learn it’s true: everything in life must come to an end.
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Taunting Chance 04:06
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The sun that shines upon your inner sky is gone. It used to be the light that made me feel like home. Condemn my spirit if you see that I’m deluding in turmoils. Come help me through and, if you do, trust my words. Although I gather strength I’m too exhausted to believe that I can wipe away the walls in our reality. You can see I’d be free to run away from me. Last night I found myself in dreams I’d never known in a demented world I’m standing all alone. Condemn my spirit if you see that I’m deluding in turmoils. Come help me through and, if you do, trust my words. Although I gather strength I’m too exhausted to believe that I can wipe away the walls in our reality. You can see I’d be free to run away from me. I know a miracle would show us how to break those chains. If you could trust me things would never be the same again You can see I’d be free, but Chance is taunting me.
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Every Moment 05:02
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I woke up lying among a thousand frozen tears and never stopped to think some things don’t last for years. I need to hear your voice. How could I know that all the worse was yet to come, I never thought I'd see the day that you'd succumb. I need to hear your voice. I… I wanna break out of this cell, and evade your farewell. Remember times I had your help every moment. I never thought I would be writing you this song, and now I feel if I don't hear your voice I'm lost. I need to see your face. I… I wanna break out of this cell, and evade your farewell. Remember times I had your help every moment. My remaining ashes fly into the wind across the land, across the sea you still float away from me. I wanna break out of this cell, and evade your farewell. Remember times I had your help every moment…
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Tears of Loneliness 04:14
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I found at last my tears of loneliness, that pity feeling I’ve been keeping like a secret. It fade away. You’re bleeding ice-cold blood. My voice is reaching to heal my spirit. All that strength that you’re absorbing’s never gonna put me down realising I could just turn around right now. I’m denying my whole life and don’t you dare to ask me how. If I’m leaving it’s to be free and I’ll be proud. My soul has drowned, you laugh as I go down with all the structure of a life that’s come to pieces And I forgot what I have always dreamed and now It’s blurring my sense of evil All that strength that you’re absorbing’s never gonna put me down realising I could just turn around right now. I’m denying my whole life and don’t you dare to ask me how. If I’m leaving it’s to be free and I’ll be proud. I could live another way, in the memory of that day. It’s just insane... All that strength that you’re absorbing’s never gonna put me down realising... I’m denying my whole life and don’t you dare to ask me how. If I’m leaving it’s to be free and I’ll be proud. All that strength...
9.
Learn to Fly 03:40
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I have never been outstanding when dealing with my fate. Though I’m learning due to falling, the chances come too late. I can see, I can wait. I live in broken dreams where I’ll never get to break away, not even if I tried. I’ll accept what’s yet to come now, on weakness still I strive. I get hit and trashed but, somehow, it makes me feel alive. I can feel, I can fight. I get drowned into the sea and only you can help me breathe. Visions of me on my knees, a final day when I’ll be numb is yet to come. I want to learn to fly alone. I get drowned into the sea and only you can help me breathe. Visions of me on my knees, a final day when I’ll be numb is yet to come. I want to learn to fly alone. I want to learn to fly alone. I want to learn to fly…
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The Reason Why 05:04
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Searching for guidance and forgiveness, hunting high and low. Feeling I’m lost and turning nameless, so inferior. Wandering lonely in the darkness Gonna climb these walls tonight and escape this. Feelings haunting me again, on and all night long. Voices are screaming from within you, I still miss you. Now my heart is beating low and I have no place to go, lost my faith so long ago. I can see days go past like minutes, closing limits. I need to find I’m not alone. If you can see these wounds I bear then you’ll know what I’ve been through. Look at me through the looking glass, through my mirror. The purest reflection comes to pieces. See my future next to me, cannot reach it. Feelings haunting me again, on and all night long. Voices are screaming from within you, I still miss you. Now my heart is beating low and I have no place to go, lost my faith so long ago. I can see days go past like minutes, closing limits. I need to find the reason why. Now my heart… I need to find the reason why. Now my heart… I need to find I’m not alone.
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Shining from Above 08:07
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I cannot see anymore from where I’ve never been before. I’ll never see those sweet faces I adore. I’ll never feel them again, a part of me just flew away. Shivering of fear, all these feelings gather here. And if I look at the sky in the night you’re there. And now the jokes of Destiny have truly made me weak. Searching that light within me, a winter breeze has blown it out. I lie on the sand and cry into the sea. Now when I look at the sky I can feel your love, you’ve both become white stars shining from above. I know you live in a place you watch over me. The slightest sign of happiness just faded away from me. As you got lost into the mist a winter betrayal became your risk. Is Destiny forging a dreadful plan? Perhaps when my time comes I'll understand. And now the jokes of Destiny have truly made me weak. The slightest sign of happiness just faded away from me.

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released September 26, 2011

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